even after a good night's rest, i don't think i have the energy to re-think and re-type the post that i lost last night. i have a couple hours before i have to get ready for a wedding, so i'll give it a shot:

why am i here?

i used to think weblogs were for megalomaniacs who thought there'd actually be people out in the world that'd want to read the ramblings of aforementioned big-head. granted, i, myself, balance a huge noggen on my shoulders, but i don't think that's why i'm here. i'm at a point in my life--probably for the first time--when i'm not quite sure where i am and not fully aware of where i'm going. to say the least, it's not a comfortable place to be. yet i see myself growing more and more content with where i am. and that sucks.

this blog is a place/time for me to calm down, think and breathe... to really introspect and--at best--dig up the weeds from the root. at the very least, i can practice expressing, through words, the ideas and emotions of my days. it might even make me a little more disciplined... who knows how long it will last though?

i tried to keep it short. i hope it makes sense when i read it later on down the road.