this music industry job's been on my mind alot. i had touble focusing today on my boring legal duties-- photocopying, indexing, refiling, solving mysterious puzzles that previous helpers left behind when they jumped ship... same old, same old.

i've pretty much finished my portfolio. i found some "free" webspace that allows ALOT of storage and contains no pop-ups or banners. but as i was trying to upload my files, i realized that they restrict my uploads to one document at a time. if i want to upload batches of files (through FTP or through a separate multiple-file-upload page), i have to PAY! arrrrgh! i decided to buy one month's access to the ftp service, so i can upload all 500 files in one fell swoop... i paid the 5 bucks, but then they tell me that instructions will arrive via email within 48 hours. arrrrgh (again)! i guess i can't get my site up tonight.

i'm still debating whether or not to publicize my portfolio (when it gets uploaded). first off, it's linked to my resume. i can't figure out why, but displaying my resume to the world makes me uncomfortable. and secondly, i'm a bit self-conscious about my design work. am i being too weird about this? or can you guys relate? what should i do?