i'm back, did you miss me?

i realize more and more how much i enjoy not working. at the same time, i realize how much i need to work to support myself financially. i've been thinking alot about potential lately... how i'm convinced that i have alot of it, but not sure where i'm supposed to apply it. like i'm a big fat boulder sitting on top of a hill and not sure which direction to start rolling. i'm just sitting there, gathering moss and letting ugly pigeons stomp all over me and spray me with poop.

i'm not just talking about career. i think i have all kinds of potential-- creative, spiritual... heck... even with the ladies.

well, not too sure about the last one. i guess 3 out of 4 is not bad. it's a "C". it's passing.