so many things can happen in a week.

i think God's making up for all those times i was calling out to Him, but hearing only the echo of my own voice and the muffled sounds of my next-door neighbor's stereo. or maybe i'm just listening harder. eight days ago i wasn't sure what God wanted from me. my prayers left me feeling alot of ?'s and not enough .'s and !'s. starting from last tuesday, though, i really feel like God's been clearly communicating things to me... and He's been definitely challenging me.

i just found out today that i'll be leading praise at the 5pm service. i always kinda thought that i'd get pushed into that position, but i had no idea it'd come so quickly and unexpectedly. i was quite content playing the djembe and trying to harmonize. now i gotta actually think about chords and stuff (if i play guitar, that is). i don't know how i'm going to do this. i haven't led praise in such a formal setting before and i have some size 14s to fill (actually JH and i have the same foot size, i think... but you know what i mean).

Lord, help me.