i was soo exhausted last night (and pretty much all day yesterday). went to sleep before midnight.

i watched monk last night (mondays, 8-9pm, abc). it reminds me alot of matlock-- i grew up watching that gray man solving all kinds of crazy cases. he's probably one of the reasons i even considered going into law. that guy can not throw a baseball though (i remember the most random things sometimes).

i've been feeling pretty anti-social these days. my brain tells me i shouldn't be going out so much and spending money. but for other non-monetary reasons, i just don't feel like meeting up with people and schmoozing. i don't know what it is... i just feel like i'm saying the same things to people... and their end of the convos are probably only slightly different from the one they had yesterday with what's-her-face. i realize it often takes effort to get to really know someone and i have barely enough energy to sit up to watch monk. i hope this is just a physical fatigue and not an indication of some deeper struggle. i'm too tired to arm-wrestle with anyone right now (except maybe a cute girl or two or three). c'mon...don't give me that look... can't a guy joke anymore?