i don't think i have seasonal affective disorder-- well, maybe to a mild degree. the weather definitely seems to be affecting me.

or maybe it's not the weather, but the city... or this stage in my life... or a spiritual thing.

it's definitely something my new computer and a bunch of new sneakers can't fix.

Many a time and much have they afflicted me from my youth up, yet they have not prevailed against me. The plowers plowed upon my back; they made long their furrows. The Lord is [uncompromisingly] righteous; He has cut asunder the thick cords by which the wicked [enslaved us].
psalm 129:2-4 (amplified version)