back to life

back to reality.
back to the here and now.

i hear that some people get depressed right after they get married...
they put all their energy into planning this huge event... they're in the spotlight for a few days... they take a nice little trip for their honeymoon and then... pffffttt... nothing.

i feel the anti-climaticism but it doesn't bother me too much. i do find myself watching ALOT of tv now though.

so what now...?
i have to turn my bachelor pad into a love nest. which entails throwing out all the useless (to me none of it is useless, so "near useless") junk i've accumulated over the years... i have to scrub down and disinfect my whole apartment (giving extra attention to the bathroom and kitchen)... i have to rearrange the furniture to make it look fresh... i have to buy stuff that matches... maybe even build a few pieces.

ugh... there's alot to do. tv sounds so tempting.